My husband started the first conversation we'd had in 6 weeks with, "I want to separate". Ouch. 2 years. Wow. In some ways it seems a lot longer than that. In some ways it seems a lot shorter. There's been a lot of ups and downs over these past 2 years. But in this new year there will finally be closure. Joe and I will be filing for divorce soon. It's a relief, it's sad, it's scary - all at the same time. Although I've been living apart from him for almost 2 years now, the fact that we were still married was a bit of safety net for me. There was still "that chance". There was still "hope". Divorce is final. There will be no more safety net. I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about this. But I don't want to put them here.
I hope this divorce, in time, will bring us closure and peace and happiness. I've always been extremely uncomfortable living in the limbo.
A new year, a new beginning. Happy 2013 everyone.
If you need me. I am here. I am so sorry.
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